The Great Things

Magic ! I mean, MasyaAllah, Allah does love me, He does care about me. I knew He did, but whoa, everything that He gave to me recently means so much for me. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

First, I started to lose hope of myself making something great. I did believe that I have to do something the society, for the world. I did believe that I cannot stay like this forever. But by facing the reality recently, I started feeling that I am too weak for all those things. I stated feeling that those things are too big for me. I started feeling that maybe I am just gonna stay at home, grow my children with the best love, and encourage them to create something great, to make a better change for this world.

But then, suddenly, as if he could hear the conflict in my mind, this friend of mine said that he believed that I could make something great. He never told me about this before and I didn’t think ive ever told him about my dreams. Wait. Maybe yes, I have ever told him about my dreams. But I didn’t think that he would take it seriously. He even said that I, and one of our friend, Adel, have the biggest potential among our friends. He said that someday, he wanted to make a collaboration with me and Adel. Crazy. And I have to tell you that this friend of mine, who said that I have the big potential, is the one whom I am proud to have. He is one of the best things that Allah has given to me. He used to tell me so many great things that trigger me to learn more and more. Ha has a great vision that he always shares it to his friends and make us enchanted to it. And he has a strong faith that encourages him to do things that bring him to his vision, to his dream.

Realizing all these things, I begin feeling so guilty to Allah. Allah has blessed me with so many great things. Yet, I still feel like I am nothing. Allah, please forgive me. I promise I am gonna  do my best, I am gonna give the best to worship you, to be a khalifah on the earth.